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  • Insomniac?? Bullshit!!

    Insomniac?? Bullshit!!

    Life Lesson: Never make fun of the people who have it!

    It reaches back to you just for answering the mean comment that you once had for someone, to attain the laugh of those four people you were sitting with – Bad Bargain!

    Sipping your coffee, one day on the balcony, crying over something that just happened, and trying to calculate what to wear in the evening for the dinner you are pushing back for months, now is the time. Two years, seven months, and sixteen days after the joke. You lose it, you lose your sleep. Oh God, what a terrible loss!

    And then it starts,  you know every little bit of time this night has to offer, every inch of your skin longing for some rest after a hectic day and you sit there without a doubt, waiting – begging for it to come, and ease you. But it will never happen, and GOD is right there, above you, sipping his own beans, mesmerized by the adventure, He wants to see how you do it.  He is there, taking notes, when and where you did it wrong, He will sue you for it one day, and He would continue to bounce it back with ripples of judgments one after the other, unless you plead guilty in His kingdom, and ask for forgiveness, and yes the sleep back, too!

    You know what? He may forgive you, but you are not getting the magic back!

    That’s unjustified, indefensible, mysterious, unacceptable but GOD-LIKE!

    Sleep is a blessing and I hope to GOD you lose it this weekend 😀

  • Equation Balanced

    Equation Balanced

    The universe is closely looking into you, Pay attention!

    Do good, have good / Do bad, have bad/ Do nothing, have nothing!!!

    The actions that take place in your Aura are aligned with your energy in the space and time paradigm. The universe is running on an algorithm.

    Let’s create a story, you wronged Person A in your teenage, he did not react back to your bullshit, End of story? No way! The reaction has been established by GOD, in the cosmos, the moment you initiate the activity. You will be getting the response of your wrongdoing because you messed up with the peace of this world and GOD doesn’t like that!

    The energy you put into this universe will catch back to you in a closed loop, maybe immediately or maybe after five, or ten years, You Never Know. But only one thing that is definite; you are getting a response one way or the other, for messing up with the frequency waves and for creating a chaos in the order of this world.

    Intended purpose will be served, Equations will be balanced by the laws of the universe, and the moment it slaps you back in the face, A sense of adrenaline will rush into the nervous system, making sure you received the treatment right and wait for the acknowledgment of the lesson learned, and in that moment of weakness, you are terrified, by the details of the closure, but let me tell you one fun thing, only a few conscious minds are able to depict that activity, the less gifted cannot comprehend!

    Don’t be a failed individual, look out, the universe is chasing you for a payback, something that you might do 8 years and 5 months back, the feedback may arrive today!
    Wait & Watch!

  • Men deserve the world too!

    Men deserve the world too!

    It’s not always about you girl, Men deserve the world too!

    Stereotyping men as a sign of power, strength, and character!

    “Badass boomers and their predecessors, the silent generation “have created an unjustified society, by making us falsely believe that men are the sole proprietary of POWER, and sarcastically on the same day handed over “the feminism” to us -WOMEN.

    Centuries ago, our ancestors learned these words about men, and they locked them in the back of their minds. Ever since, Men have been trapped in a mean, painful cycle of being ‘MEN’. They chucked out the ability to feel, absorb, react, and relish and compromised their human tenderness because society was not able to receive men as delicate & fragile. And then one day suddenly we started to wonder, What the hell happened!

    Well, I think a whole fricking generation of people failed at being parents!

    Act as If, feel as though, this is manifestation!

    Emotions are powerful, and being entitled of using them in our defense; we girls have been told to show weakness and that’s how we learned manipulation rather than use emotions for our good, whereas men put on their strong suits of vigorous behavior and called for the title. And that’s how we both learned to live the experience, yet we failed at keeping the balance. The balance that GOD intended us to maintain.

    It’s time to disobey this bias, and start living as humans again!

  • Substance Over Style!

    Substance Over Style!

    Buckle up, you might get humiliated!

    Lights, Camera, Action but Sorry, no substance….

    Living in the world of overcommitted and underdelivered promises where Conscience is overlooked, and selfies are cherished.

    I feel sad for Gen Z, social media is taking over our self-esteem, we have not been able to connect to the correct parameters of this life yet and we are running short on time. We haven’t decoded the puzzle yet, what if we are trapped in this room for the rest of our lives and never get a chance to escape?

    All we know is to Get up, fake a lifestyle, compete and Sleep – (on repeat)!

    Focusing on all the wrong kinds of motivations, failing at life!

    Our parents cannot help you, because they don’t even see the problem. Help yourself!

    Break into your brain shells, get inside, find the real meaning of self, learn it, embrace it, and then let the world know what you got, the real substance is residing in your brain muscles, not in your body!

    Lose your holier-than-thou attitude, connect the dots, Do not pick the wrong side, chose your battles wisely, live, and learn!

  • The State of Non-Thinking

    The State of Non-Thinking

    Control is an illusion…

    The human brain is composed of almost eighty-six (86) Billion Neurons – Actively functioning for your better good!

    The Art is to control the function, win over the brain chemicals, and set up an equilibrium that works to create a paradigm of Non-Thinking patterns. Because my friend, in this life, you are gonna need it way too much!

    Different areas of the brain highlight and generate chemicals based on the intensity of our thoughts and emotions. Highly-Intellectual minds have different work areas than dull-minded ones, the same way kind people are differentiated from unkind. Egotistic with a non-egoistic one and the story goes on,  You get my point!

    The game is to control your emotions when at times, instead of getting Dopamine (the neurotransmitter responsible for pleasure) when it’s not working out and in the reverse cosmos you fall into extreme deficiency of it (Absence of Pleasure = Sadness) so you feel sorrow.  

    That’s what’s important… Don’t Run, Face It – Embrace your anguish.

    The idea behind brain science was to teach us how to use our emotions, intellect, and kindness. But rather what we have accomplished is pain, scarcity of emotions, and ego!

    Who lost the battle? Us!

    Let’s change the narratives to create a less traumatized world;

    Replace your screams with a sigh,

    Your words with silence,

    Your selfish comeback with kind phrases,

    Your HATE with LOVE,

    and let’s promise to make the world a better place, Shall We?

  • Learn, Unlearn, Re-learn!

    Learn, Unlearn, Re-learn!

    Get, Set, Go…. Wait… Stop!

    The world has a way of teaching us lessons, especially the hard ones, and while doing so, it also enjoys the misery that we humans go through, the pain, the traumas, the guilt  – In an Endless Loop!

    There is a hidden rule though; before you learn something new, you have to unlearn the lost lesson that is not serving the purpose anymore. It’s just there sitting idle in the memory chunk of your brain and reserving the space, not allowing your thoughts to grow.

    Unlearn a lesson, make some space, and get ready for the new one, and boom, get a brand new learning, that’s how it works!

    Stop sticking to the same lessons you got decades ago, let it go, and welcome the change. Don’t be the same person you were three months ago, (unlearn, relearn) – repeat the cycle every single day, increase the frequency, multiply it with your acceptance level, and then you are able to see the potential benefit of being an active seeker. The universe has so much to offer, question the structural integrity of this world and see how it unfolds before your eyes.

    Understand the matrix, bend your beliefs to fit the facts, cast aside the surface-level information, and make your way to live the eternal truth of this life. Viz-a-Viz, the more the unlearning, the more the learning!

    It’s time to change the narratives!

  • Four-letter Word!

    Four-letter Word!

    You don’t get to choose who you fall for __ Read it Twice!!!

    LOVE is a tricky business, especially for people who have been single, independent, and cautious for a long time. It looks messy, and the acceptance of that feeling leads you to utter disappointment in yourself. Especially the ones who consider themselves the master of their feelings, masters of their lives. We cannot comprehend the sense of attachment it brings; it makes you weak, miserable and impaired while keeping you in a continuum of ceaseless despair.

    Do you know why it’s so scary? because it brings your whole idea of strength down to the ground, and that my friend is a feeling of pure disgrace – A question of your integrity and a question of your identity!
    This is where you see, and you understand it was never meant for you, this fucking four-letter word is not worth the pain it brings.

    Sometimes you see that people of high intellectual competency are reluctant to fall in love because they are so self-sufficient, it takes something extraordinary to convince them that they need you in their life, and even if you’re lucky enough to start a journey together, these poor souls are still terrified of acknowledging their feelings like a normal person, because every time they do, it shatters every single layer of their so-called ‘strong composure’.

    After falling in love and before realizing this shit reality about yourself, You must pray to GOD, and ask him to give you the courage to love, while keeping in mind the risk of hatred and the amount of eternal pain it may bring your way!

    Tables may turn, Watch out for yourself!

  • AT WAR!

    AT WAR!


    You are so powerful that if you think you’re not, YOU’RE NOT!


    There will be tough times in life when you feel like a total loss, abandoned by the world – long gone. You can die in front of people and nobody will see it ..Life would bring you down to your knees and there will be people celebrating it… Compassion does not even belong to blood … your own people will hurt you so much that you start projecting yourself as a fraction of a painful entity…. Don’t let the small minds steer you out of your great potential… Do not drop down to their levels!

    Family is not always a sign of support. Get through your harsh realities alone and get back at life, Never you should ever play a victim, I repeat… Never!!!

    If it gets awkward, let it be awkward. You don’t owe anyone a performance of being okay when you are not feeling okay, so they can feel better about themselves. You do what you love and fuck the rest.


    Take a step back, disappear, prepare yourself, re-energize and come back stronger.
    May life give you peace, profit, and purpose. You are Extraordinary!!!